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Went over to my cousin house to stay over yesterday. Reached his house around 7pm. We watched dvds, play computer games, surf net and hear songs! For me, i used his com to hear songs, surf net and msn. Lol... Today went to play basketball with my cousin and his friends. We played from 2pm to 6pm. Power sia, non stop. Lol... Went back home at 8.30pm, reached home around 9.40pm. Added Cecilia on msn and friendster. We chat til 2am then i continue to chat with lynn til 3am. Downloaded lots of songs yesterday. My Godsis was sick yesterday, so i called her this morning to make sure she's feeling better. Sian sia, have to be at work by 7am tomorrow for stock take... Dun feel like going sia... I know, take unpaid leave..LOL... Got to go!

My BIRTHDAY!!!! :)

Today's my 20th brithday and still i have to work!!! Haix... Forget it... So fast, i've already lived 2 decades of my life on this earth le... So happy..HAHA... Bought the dvd "Curse of the Golden Flower" yesterday. It's not bad, really nice. Had a haircut yesterday too!!! Went to met up with Ryan and Stef (my cousin). They bought me a dvd "Battle of the wits" and an ice-cream from Swenson. Slept at 2 something yesterday and i'm so tired. A lot of people smsed me today wishing me a Happy Birthday. But among them, the most surprising person is Hwee Ing. She smsed me and we chat for a while.Man, feel like sleeping and quit working in Metro. So damn tiring!!! LOL... Got to go!

Feelings on the eve of my birthday!!!

Today i'm supposed to be at linen counter today but they last minute changed me to toys counter. My computer is crazy and so i'm kind of frustrated. Damn tired yesterday sia, got home, watched NBA with my cousin til 12am sia. My dad gave me $50 today as my birthday present...LOL...Hmm... Maybe take either $10 or $20 to go top up my ez-link card. Nowadays, transport fee is crazy sia. A lot of people tell me to forget about her but i find it very hard to do it!!! I still treat her as my friend even though she doesn't... Really hope we can get in contact soon and i hope our friendship is reconcilable.. Got to go...

The lowest point of my life

Yesterday after work, i went to my Godsis, Stella, and tim's chalet. I thought it was my Gosdis's friend's chalet. LOL... But it seems that it's only both of their chalet only. Stayed there til 8.30pm then i went home. Reached home about 9.10pm. This morning i woke up feeling the same again. I duno what is happening to me. I can't seem to smile everyday like i use to. This is the first day she left Metro. Today, i worked in the afternoon shift sia... So in the morning, i went down to Tim and my Godsis's chalet. Did nothing much, jus watched tv... jimmy neutron... LOL... A funny and stupid show... Go sleep le... Looking forward to my birthday!!! XD!!!

DEPRESSED~~~

Today at linen counter, actually i supposed to do full today but i told my chief cahier that i dun want!!! Very tired sia and no money to eat, so how to do?? Sometimes working in the morning can sucks too!!! I tried to find someone to help me take over but just can't seem to find anyone but still int he end, my chief cashier helped me out. Really very confused and sick sia... She's at toys counter today and she asked Amy to tell me that she dun need to go for break. So, i went for a 45 mins break, LOL... Haix, want to laugh out loud also find it hard. then today open counter, want to relax by hearing the songs played over the radio but the first song i heard made me feel even worst!!! WHY!?!?!?! ARGH~~~~ Dead sad and tired. Yesterdya Ryan tried to persuade me to go back church but i really don't feel like going back anymore. tired of it. Haix...

It's hard!!!

Today i wore long sleeve to work because i'm working in the coldest counter of Metro today, the toys counter. Went to Metro at 11am or maybe 12pm, forget le, walked pass her counter and acting as if i never see her... It's really hard to treat someone u like as an invisible person u know... Slept at 2am yesterday so kind of sleepy. I really dunno how long this will last, i really hope this will be settled as soon as possible. Had a nice chat with one of my chief cashier, Miss Julin... Sian, tomorrow still have to work full and looks like i have to find someone to go out on Thurs if not, i'll be bored to death at home. Walking down memory lane, recalling those good old days and the bad things. Really hope that i can turn back the time and re-choose my decisions to change everything. By the way, a lot of people keep telling me that i've slim down. that's good news for me! LOL!! Better than being fat and being looked down on... Reason for my slimming down??? Maybe didn't eat anything when i'm hungry late at night or maybe i've been walking home almost everynight. Or maybe the troubles in my heart and mind cause me to be this way. I really dunno. Haix... Wonder what to do...