Happy

Today it was a tiring day for me but thank goodness, it was not a busy day! After our F1 Ops, it's been quite relax for the past 2 days. Went to NPPK for training today then slack in office for the 2nd half. Tomorrow my OC will not be in, so kindda happy!! HAHA... Well, i negotiated with him about our claim and he gave us 1 and a half day of claim off. We were so happy!!! Wonder when i will claim!!! LOL... Maybye soon!!! HAHA... Got to go... Cheerios!

The 2nd and last shift

Today marks the end of my shift. Was very tired after what happened yesterday night at 12am and 3 am. Didn't have a good rest either. Well, glad it was over. Now i have 3 days claim!! HAHA... So damn happy... Watch soccer matches for the whole of last night!!! And i manage to find out that my sense of prediction still have not fail me!!! HAHA... Well, got to go sleep le... Cheerios... Sign off

1st shift

Had my first F1 shift last night from 9pm to 9am this morning. Just got home from my shift. Damn tired sia... I will be having my 2nd and last night shift later at 9pm. Yesterday night nothing much happened except for one person who off the computer switch... Almost pissed me off...HAHA... But all the while everything is quite ok. Nothing much happened though. Looking forward to tonight's shift!!! Going to sleep now... Sign off

Eve of F1

Well, time does fly fast. Today is the eve of F1 and our preparations are complete. Tomorrow i will start my first shift 9pm to 9am and on Saturday 9pm-9am... HAHA... Looking forward to it... Hope tomorrow night there's no problem, no cock-up at all... I'm praying very very hard!!! Very tired today, going to turn in early. Dun nid to work tomorrow but will be going down to station to meet Taniel, to collect the $50... Have to return to my friend sia... Feel so paisei, have to keep pressing him to return... Taniel if ya reading this, I'm sorry but i got no choice le... Paisei Paisei... Well, think i will end here, nites!!! Signing off

The person i hated the most

Well, for those who know me well, they will know who i hated the most. Can you guess? Yes, that's right it's my OC. I have never hated someone so hard before, he's the first. At first when i met him, i thought he was quite ok. He's a low-rank OC. It was until something fucked-up happen that make me change my view on him (last year if i'm not wrong). He was demanding, forgetful and he never once stick to his words. It's understandable if he's demanding coz he's OC. But what makes me pissed off is the way he treat his own men. Take for example, if you duno something, you will ask, then you get to know. But for him, you duno, you ask, he will tell you go find out yourself. So when you do it yourself and you do wrong, he will fuck you saying why you never ask!! Unreasonable right?!?! That aside, his welfare is damn fucked up too... Welfare part, got too much fucked up things that i;m lazy to write. Now to his words, he never ever keep his words. He told us since last year he will find one day to release us early for a rest as we have worked very hard. We waited and waited but the day never ever come!!! If he never wanted to close the office, then he shouldn't even say it out!! He also almost got me into a lot of shit!!! He stabbed me from the back and how i know it? Cause i was beside the officer when he was on the phone with him. How he backstabbed me really pisses me off!!! And since he is an OC, he is granted with power over his men. But i also never see that. In fact it's another OC from other department who controls our fate! Whatever that OC say, he will jus agree and follow. Then we are the ones to die, not him. As in job wise, he just accept all kinds of shit thnen he delegates it to us. then we die also. He can tell us nicely saying that he understand we are NS and not obliged to do all these but from what i look, he's asking us to do all the job that a regular do!!! Stupid idiotic, short man!!! You can have my word, one day i will sure fucke him upside down and the day is coming soon!! Most prob the day i ORD!!! NEVER EVER WILL I WANT TO SEE HIS FUCKING FACE!!! 


Sign off

Checkup

Well, hi there guys, back to blog... Didn't have the best day yet. OC start to find trouble with me early in the morning but i dun give a Fuck. Well, worked half day today as i had a medical appointment in the afternoon. Went to SGH to have my X-ray and consultation. Can see my bone is beginning to heal. So happy!!! HAHA... Anyway F1 coming and i will be on for Friday and Saturday night. Thinking bout claiming, i feel like we are short changed. Me and my colleague cannot claim as we are working on friday, What the hell sia... I'm working after office hour sia. Then he can claim 2 days coz he work on sat and sun!! Fucked that man. Welfare want to cut, shit things, increase then let us handle... Hope he quickly leave the department. The whole office now hate him alot just that he doesn't know!!! With this, i sign off!!

Flu?

Well, today had one last day of rest before heading back to work tomorrow. Still had my nose blocked and cough... Didn't do much today except going through my book for my upcoming exams. Went to my grandparents' place just now to have dinner... Well, tomorrow i will be having X-ray and consultation in the afternoon so short to say, i won't be in office for the 2nd half of the day...HEHE... Power... K, signing off...

That's What Friends Are For by Stevie Wonder & Donnie Warwick

And I never thought i feel this way
And as far as i'm concerned, I'm glad i got the chance to say
That i do believe i love you
And if i should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try, to feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for.
For good times and bad times, I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
(Short Instrumental)
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more i see
And so, by the way, i thank you
And then, for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for.

In good times and bad times, I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for (x3)

This song to me is very significant as in it holds a great deal to me in my heart and personal life. Hearing this song sometimes make my heart jumped for joy and at times, makes my heart cry. Cause this songs reminds me a lot about my past whereby i have lost and gained friends. And how important they are to me when i lost them. I was literally crying while listening and singing along with this song. It has a lot of impact on me though. Here's a message from me to all my friends:

Dearest Friends,

All these years have past. Some of us might not even recognise each other due to the lack of contact we had. but i want to say that each and everyone of you holds a great deal in my heart. Be it those who are gone or still with me. All of you are quite important to me. I also want to thank those friends who stood by me through thick and thin, when i'm down. I really thank all of you. Thank you for getting me up, helping me. I will always remember it deep in my heart. Like what this song is and meant, it is what my heart will say to all of you. Especially the chorus. Knowing you can always count on me for sure, that's what friends are for. For good times and bad times, i'll be on your side forever more. No matter what, I'll be there.

Before i end, let me just say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to all of you. THANKS!!!

Signing off

Oldies

Well, today went to my grandma house around 5 plus. On the way, i saw yvonne, taniel's friend...lol... Such a coincidence. Didn't do much at my grandparents' place except playing with my youngest cousin... HAHA... My uncle sent me home, before that, we went to Jalan Kayu to eat prata... Overall today quite ok but my nose is still blocked. As you can see, i also uploaded a new song. nice right. So enjoy!! Sign off

I just called to say i love you

No New Years Day to celebrate.
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away.
No first of Spring, no song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day.
No April rain, no flowers bloom
No wedding Saturday within the month of June.
But what it is, is something true.
Made up of these three words that i must say to you.
I just called to say i love you
I just called to say how much i care
I just called to say I love you
And i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
No Summers high, no warm July.
No harvest moon to light one tender August night.
No Autumn breeze, no falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to Southern skies
No Libra sun, no Halloween.
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring.
But what it is though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do.

I just called to say i love you

I just called to say how much i care about you

I just called to say I love you

And i mean it from the bottom of my heart. (x2)

Of my heart, of my heart!!!!

Arthur's Theme by Christopher Cross

Once in your life you'll find her
Someone who turns your heart around the
Next thing you know you're closing
Down to town.
Wake up and it's still with you
Even though you left her way cross town
Wonderin' to yourself Hey what have i found
When you get caught between the moon and New York City
I know it's crazy but it's true
If you get caught between the moon and New York City
The best that you can do
The best that you can do is fall in love.
Arthur he does as he pleases
All of his life his master's toys
And deep in his heart he's just
He's just a boy.
Living his life one day at a time
He's showing himself a pretty good time
He's laughing about the way they want him to be

When you get caught between the moon and New York City

I know it's crazy but it's true

If you get caught between the moon and New York City

The best that you can do

The best that you can do is fall in love.

Sleepy

Well, today didn't do much. slept til 4:38pm when taniel called me up to ask me something. Thank goodness i won't be working tomorrow... LOL... Was on the comp the whole day, only stepping out of my house to buy food. My nose was blocked again today... Had a bad feeling that i'm gonna get sick soon. I just hope it will be after F1, after my reservist AOC left then i fall sick.... Very fast man, next Friday is F1 le... Looking forward to it. Will be uploading a song onto my blog. Title is Arthur's Theme by Christopher Cross. Nice song!!! Cheerios

Yipee!! Long weekends

YEAH!!! At last it has come!!! Long weekends!!! Due to Hari Raya Puasa falling on sunday, Monday, i will not need to go back to work!! So happy, can sleep late on sunday night liao...HAHA... Well, basically, today was very slack... The whole day was quite okay including my training. Didn't go out today though... LOL... But then in the morning and late afternoon kenna fucked by Mdm B and my other sir... Long story though... Well, wad to do... Signing off now

Happy Day

Woah, today is quite a happy and slack day for me. Nothing much to do in office except to escort some Singtel guys. Wanna know something, my ex AOC, Ryan, came back for reservist today!! Been waiting for this day for a long long time!! HAHA... Got a friend to talk cock, joke, share problems with. He's a joker who always gives good advices!!! HAHA!!! Like i say time passes very very fast. In a blink of an eye, it's F1, then my friend, James will be ORD-ing soon!!! Will miss working with him and those times we shared when we got shit from our OC!!! LOL!!! I also had time to do some reflections back on the things i've done and i manage to get to learn something out of it. Tomorrow will have a training session for me at 10am  at G Div... Thinking of it makes me sian, 2 hours do nothing then come back still have to teach... But at least i get to learn something out of it! Can be part of my testimonial!!! LOL... Well, wondering what show to watch tomorrow. Still waiting confirmation from Taniel's side.. Once his side ok, then we will proceed as plan!!! So looking forward to it. Signing off!!!

Tired

Today has been a busy day for me. I though that the audit was over, so can rest. But my stupid OC jus keep piling the work up on us. Never ever think bout his men and mind u i was still injured. Feel like fucking him upside down. Just he wait. If i ORD and he's still the OC, i confirm will tell him off straight!!! Stupid cock!!! Never liked him but have to put up a front.... Damn tired. All the promises he made to us are all empty promises and yet he wants us to keep our promises? Wait long long!!!! The earlier he transfer out, the better!!! Want to play bastard, i also can but dun make me... I'm not like my colleague whereby he can tahan, i'm different. He dun push too much. If not once i explode, i will sure go find my head and i will sure shoot til he damn jialat!!! Speaking of him jus pisses me off la... Got to go, Sign off

Fun day

Well, today our department had an audit going on. EVerything went on smoothly, no minor or major hiccups. So it was quite a relieve to all of us in our Communications department. Didn't do much today. After work, went to AMK Hub with Taniel and Angela. We catched a movie, Blood Ties, with Taniel's 2nd sis. Overall the movie was good. The last part was so touching that i teared a bit.... Haha... Well, tomorrow is the audit's debriefing. So to me is a good news!! HAHA... Now we need to focus on one more thing, F1!!!!

Feeling down

Well, just got back home from work. Cause as the audit is tomorrow, our office cum the computer office stayed back to rushed finish our stuffs. Actually quite surprise to say, we didn't stay back as late as i have expected!!! So i was quite shocked and happy bout that. As for the whole day today, i duno why, and please dun ask me. I just feel very down like being slipped into a depression!!! I really duno wad had happen to me... SERIOUSLY!!!! Just feel like closing myself up and shut the world outside!!! But it's quite hard. People who know me will say i smile almost everytime, joker.... But they have never really try to see what is my heart... My heart has been seriously hurt for years and i didn't know it too... I think my friends don't know it too.... Or is it because of me being too nosey and stuck up my nose in any of my friends' matters... I just really duno and i cannot seem to find an answer. Has anyone really care bout me??? I duno.... Sign off

Forgiven?

Something has been thugging at my heart for the whole of yesterday night til i fell asleep and when i woke up this morning. Something is just not right yet. And my memories just went back to the horrific way i treated my friends. And i blamed myself thoroughly. This is the first time i treated my friends this way and i'm quite shocked thinking back. But thank goodness both of them are very forgiving. Wanna say a very BIG thank you for forgiving me and i promise never to treat both u like this again! And i swear it upon my own beating heart! Well, went to Doby Ghaut for a walk this morning to get myself out of my thoughts then wanted to go to my grandparents house when last minute i decided to meet up with Taniel to go get the phone. Afterwhich, they rushed down to Sim Lim while i continue with my planned journey. Was at my grandparents house all the way til jus now when i reached home. People said when a vase is broken, no matter how u fixed it back, it never looks the same. I hope this is not the case between me and my friends. Sincerely hope and wish! Sign off!!!

Fucked up

Today was supposed to be a happy day of outing for me. But then because of something, they quarrelled. At that time i wasn't in the mood due to my stomach upset which makes me feel like vomitting. Didn't care much until around 5 plus 6 whereby i can't stand anymore and so i jus tell my friend i never wanted to see his face again. Afterwards, do feel abit sorry coz wad i said is too harsh but then like i say, if he thinks this is the end of our friendship, i have got nothing to say. Damn, was suppose to go to kbox today with them but in the end, i went to compasspoint myself and bought 2 gundams instead. Haiz... Wadever la, so damn hard to be a good person. Jus now i was at fault for saying that remarks and i will say sorry. Accept or not, i duno. But then i wanna let both my friends know, i'll still be there. Cheers

Stress

Well, yesterday i went to my grandma house to stay so nv get to blog. This morning met up with Taniel at Sembawang MRT to get to work together. Today's work was quite ok. Can't complain too much. After work went out with Taniel and Angela to AMK Hub...Afterwhich, i dun feel like blogging... Signing off... 

Back to work

Well, it's back to work today for me. Had a great time but there are some major hiccups along the way la. Almost had my life drained out of me today man.... Well, after work went out to AMK hub with taniel and angela to shop la... HAHA... Quite ok la, nothing much to shop also... Well, that's all for today...Man, this blog is short and sweet.... I LIKE~~~ HAHA

At Last

Well, back to blogging. Yesterday went to check my hand. The doc had me go for another X-ray. And it shows that the fracture at my right hand is still there. But he decided not to put a cast on. He wanted it to heal naturally, at least try for 2 weeks. After the 2 weeks, i will be going back for a check-up again. Then it will determine whether i need to put on the cast again or not. And as for now, i'm quite happy to have my hand jus the way it is. Well, today is my last day of MC, will be going back to work tomorrow. Looking forward to it and also dun kindda look forward to it. Duno why also. Well, tomorrow is my frined's Taniel's birthday. Taniel if you're reading this, jus wanna say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Anticipating

Well, today at least i manage to go out. Went to my grandma's place for dinner. It's been a long time since i saw her. And also my baby cousin...Haha, still the same bubbly child  i last seen him. Well, today didn't do much also. Spent most of my time there and enjoying myself...Lol... Actually suppose to go out with Taniel and Angela, but last minute cancel.... Haha... SO decided to go out next week!!! Well, now, i looking forward to Monday cause i get to change cast... At least can wash my hands le... Waiting patiently...

Just love it

Was going through Youtube just now and managed to find the Jacksons get back together after their first split. Performed at Madison Square Gardens. Damn Nice. Will Upload it to blog later. Haha... Well, didn't do much today oso, so nothing much to blog about. See ya soon~~~

Yet another day

Well, yet another day passes by... And it's kindda sian as i cannot write, do things properly due to the cast. At least managed to do 60 jumping jacks. Most of the day on comp. Sharing songs here and there... Really duno wad to do. Anyone got any nice movie do intro me....Haha, then i can go watch online... It's getting abit itchy at my right hand.... And i can do nothing... Recently also quite tired...HAHA.... Can you believe it? I'm complaining of being tired even when i'm not working...HAHA.... Stupid sia... Well, got to go la... Bye...

Bored

This is the first time i ever felt like going back to work. With my hand in a cast, i simply can't do anything. No writing etc... This is the first time i felt damn useless in my whole entire life.... Woke up damn early this morning, was on the comp til afternoon. Did nothing much. Just manage to learn a new hokkien song. Will be having a competition next Sat at kbox with Angela....HAHA.... So sian sia... Really duno wad to do. Maybe go get a book to read for the next 8 days of MC.... Signing off...