AT LAST

Hey yo, at last i managed to blog after such a LONG LONG time!!! Wanna know why??? Cause my com's mother bot spoiled and then sent for repairs and i onli got it back today!!! WHAHAHA!!! Anyway, During this past few weeks, i've POP-ed and it was a great day... Tears were shed and memories were being kept deep in our hearts... Will upload my POP pics later if i have the time.
I was posted to Foxtrot Division HQ where i am attatched to S&T Department in the Communications Unit... My OC there and colleagues are quite good to me so everything is ok... I'm actually gonna take over Jinyong who is gonna ORD in a few more weeks time... So kind of expect to look forward to it la... This coming 2 weeks will be very very busy for me.... Cause kenna involved in OPS... This Fri gonna go down to set up command post for the NDP Preview then Sat might go down again... Then on National Day itself, i will be on duty and then on the 10th of Aug, i also kenna duty at Istana.... Sian right... Haix... Wanna die liao... HAHAHA
Well, i got lots of things to say but no time la... I will update more when there's time... Chao~~~

Long last

Yo, back today again!!! But this time will be the last time i will stay in camp for the whole week. Cause i will be POP-ing this coming Wednesday!!! Yahoo!!!! Well, didn't do much in camp this week only for my POP drills... Damn tiring man... Got back in touch with her again after so long... Heard from her that she's quitting college by the end of this month due to health problems... Really hope she will take care of herself and not tired out herself due to work... She went to hospital for checkup yesterday and she told me she's fine... Hope she's not lying la... Really really hope she's alright and also hope she will really stay happy all times instead of thinking those bad thoughts la... So worried about her sia... Tomorrow is another big day also, cause tomorrow is Stella's birthday!!! Well, wad can i say but only this: "HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!!!!" Well, may all your wishes come true this year and all the best in your future endeavours!!! All the best in your studies and may u prosper in every ways and in whatever you do la!! :) Again, jus wanna tell you to stay happy always la... :)

Patiently waiting

Just a few more hours and i will be heading back to camp for my last week(technically speaking la). Cause after today's booking in, next sun i will book in one more time and then i will pass out on the wed, 23rd of July!!! So looking forward to it!!! This week will also be our last week of our POP rehearsal!!! ARGH~~~ Just the thought of it makes me so damn excited!!! Can't wait to get back to sleeping at home EVERYDAY!!!!
Well, today isn't much of a "hectic" day for me!!! Was at home the whole time. Actually wanted to go to my grandparents' house but my parents were too tired to go... So no choice, stay at home for the whole day lor... Well, at least i still managed to do 160 crunches... So kind of satisfied with it... :) Think i'm gonna take my com for repairs once i POP... Stupid com sia... Like gonna be spoil soon!!! I just hope not la... Anyway, it's been a hot day too... Have to on my air-con to cool myself down!!!
ARGH~~~ Just can't wait to shout "POP OH!!" in front of the 132 intake.... Haha... Make them damn fed-up with us... WAHAHAHA!!!! POPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! Let them get fed-up bah... I dun give a damn... HAHA...
Let me see, next week i'll be free also, so if anyone wants to ask me out jus tell me or sms me la... HAHA... Will be open til Friday night... Bookings/Reservations for Saturday!!! Haha... Ok la, got to go bath first le... Chao!!!

Crazy

Today is kind of a crazy day for me... In the morning, i went out coz meeting my God-sis, Stella, in doby ghaut but then she remembered the wrong date. Then nevermind, i started getting crazy by scolding and saying some of my friends including my God-sis herself... Feel kindda guilty afterwards and i apologised to them one by one... Really made a fool out of myself then...
Went to AMK Hub in the afternoon to catch this movie "Chi Bi"... It's about a battle in the Three Kingdoms period...Exactly my type of show... I still can't believe the director actually got Takeshi Kaneshiro to act as Zhuge Liang... Haha... But the overall show was nice.... Still waiting for the 2nd part to be unveiled in the movies....
Got to know my uncle was warded into hospital today due to a suspected Dengue Fever... Hope he will feel better by tomorrow... Went down to visit him just now at Communicable Disease Centre(CDC)... He's still having fever... Hmm... Wish him a speedy recovery!!! After that my uncles and aunties including my grandparents and my parents, we went to Upper Thompson for our dinner and got home around 10plus pm...Lol... Long right...
And also, i went for my routine jog before i went to visit my uncle... Duno why today wasn't in a good condition to run.... Keep going breathless... Must train harder...
To Stella and all my other friends who i vent my stupid attitude on, I'm very very sorry for what happen today and i promise it will never happen again!!! Very sorry!!!

Cai Hong

Cai Hong Lyrics

哪里有彩虹告诉
我能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
(rap)
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡的着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

this song is kind of nice. Lyrics very meaningful... Jus like wad i'm feeling and wad i'm in now...

At last

Whoo hoo!!! Booked out from camp again!!! Isn't it fast??? After next week and i will be POP-ing from HTA already!!! So damn excited!!! This whole week ain't that good week for me though and i dun want to state it all out here. But this whole week, we have been practicing on our POP rehearsal. For example our turning, marked time and so on and so forth!!! Actually, it's just a fine tuning of our drills only. Next week will start the real thing.
Had my law retest today on the 10 Immediate Failure Questons and guessed wad?? I've passed at last and now i can put my heart at ease that I will be POP-ing soon man!!! Wahahaha!!!! Also, today we took our squad picture and i'm so damn happy. Took it with our OC, FI Shahid, Commander of Tracom, SI Hassan, SI Redwan and so on and so forth!!! Kind of happy with it though!!! So damn excited, wonder who will be coming for my POP man!!!! Lol.
Just now went to Pasir Ris for a walk but it seems that nothing much has changed since the very last time i went!!! Still find it quite boring over there... Haha... Then went home straight la... Hmm... Then since nothing to do so i've decided to blog la....
People say i'm a very stupid guy. I do agree at times but i also do not agree at times!!! There are my points of disagreeing and agreeing but i'm just lazy to state it all out la... Well, wad can i say?? This is wad i am and how i am! Nothing much can change me also!!! Lol...
Oh and also, about the book i bought last Sat, i managed to complete it in camp 3 times!!! Can you believe it??? haha!!! I can't though but the truth is yes, i did complete it 3 times!!! So proud of myself. Gonna buy a new book tomorrow and i'm so looking forward to it!!!! Chao!!!

Hurt

Now i begin to know and i begin to see what true human colours are!!! I didn't know that i'm a trouble to you man!!! If i'm a trouble, just tell me straight in my face and i know what to do!!!! I understand that you're busy with your stuffs and many other things, you think i do not know??? You think i feel good to keep bothering you??? Is just that i really duno who i can turn to!!! You can list out the people that i can turn to but in my heart, i dun think they can help me out or will they listen carefully to me!!! TROUBLE!!!! God was i pissed and hurt by that!!! You dun no how to reply me??? Then just tell me straight!!!! I don't want to help myself?!?!?! I can't believe this sentence is coming out from your mouth!!!! Of all those who knows me and it has to come out from you!!! You think i dun wan to help myself??? I've tried helping but lots and lots of shit just come and heap onto my shoulders!!! What do you expect me to do?!?!?! Yes, i'm damn angry and YES, i'm damn hurt by it!!!! You've changed alot and very different from the person i know!!! You said i treated you too good that you duno how to reject me rite? Now you've done that rejection on me, dun nid to say you duno how!!! I know that you're a busy woman with lots of great stuffs that is worth your time than me and my small problems!!! So therefore, i've decided not to disturb you. If you're reading this, i'm very sorry if it hurts you or makes you angry but i'm just stating the way i felt when i get to know all this from my friend!!! As for your birthday, i've already told you wad i've plan but it seems like you can't make it on the week of your birthday... If you still want, just tell me the time and place but if u decided nnot to then also nevermind... I know i'm very insignificant in your sight so i leave it all up to you. To tell you the truth, i prefer you for who you are before rather than now!!!

Wad can i do??

Ah~~~ Tired~~~ I duno wad to say also... Let me phrase it this way bah... Hmm... Not a great day for me today but at least my aim is for my POP now la... Couldn't get a wink of sleep yet... Not feeling too well either...Let me think... Duno wad to type also... Blurred... Mind is in a blank!!! Bought one book today by the title of "My Best Friend's Girl". Haven start reading yet... Will start when i go back camp... Vow to read that book every night... Wouldn't want to think back on all the things that happen today... And also wouldn't want to say much bout it... ARGH~~~ Fainting again... Tired la i mean... Think i go catch some sleep!

T.T

Hey, back from camp once again... Haven been feeling very well since last week and it's still the same this week... Feeling very breathless recently... Well, had my law test last Wed, and you wan to know wad the F*** happened??? As you know, my law exam, i have 10 Immediate Failure questions and 140 normal MCQ. As for the 140 questions, i managed to passed but then it's the 10 I.F. questions that killed me. I can passed my whole exam but then my freaking OC taught us the wrong thing and the whole squad got one of the question wrong!!! And in the end, as you know, our whole squad FAILS!!!! But at least, we need not take the 140 MCQ questions again!!! Just the 10 I.F. questins will do... ARGH~~~~ Our squad is so gonna f*** our OC upside down when his back from his urgent leave next week(if he's back la...). So pissed!!!

Booked out at 6plus today then reached home around 7plus. On the way home, had a quarrel with my parents... Argh~~~ So went out to have a breather... Went to AMK Hub but that doesn't work at all cause that place did bring back some memories to me... And i dun kindda like that... Then went to Compass Point and that bored me out... Haiz... Sian sia... All i can think of now is the 132 intake Fit squad that's coming in next Tues and 23rd of July when i POP!!! But at the meantime, i gonna set a lot of things straight as in some friends of mine... Still wondering should i still see them and continue our friendship or just break it... It's a hard decision for me and so whatever i choose, i hope they understand... Cause this might be the best for everyone... Argh~~~ Saying this makes me think of bad stuffs... ARGHHHH~~~~ Sob...Sob... T.T