MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

It's been a long long time since i've blogged. Well, today is Christmas and i love it. Well, had been on leave since the 19th of December but still kindda busy as my colleagues keep calling and ask me about the work stuffs. Bought a little something for Jess as christmas present. It's been 6 months since we've met up but we did sms each other once in a while. Met her up on Tuesday to pass the present to her. When i saw her, she still look as beautiful as before but then she become thinner. She's been very busy. I can't do anything for her but i onli can wish she take care of herself and try not to tired herself out. Yesterday went back to work but instead of working, my colleagus and i played soccer from the time we set our foot in station all the way til we go home in the afternoon. HAHAH!!! Shiok sia. First time and i hope next year will be the same. Well, got to go. Wishing all my beloved friends and family out there a very MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
I WANNA WISH U A MEERY CHRISTMAS (x3)
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!
(FELIX NAVEDA (x3)
PROSPERO ANOID FELIXIDAD) (x2)

Batam Trip

Hey, back updating since the last time... LOL... Well, Just got back from my Batam trip yesterday night. The trip was fun man!!! Ou tour guide, Ping Ping, brought us to lots of places. I will start from the beginning. On friday morning, i met up with Melvin and we went down to Harbourfront to meet the rest of my friends and then we checked-in and proceeded to the Ferry. When we reached Batam, we were greeted by our tour-guide. We went for go-kart and i tell u it was fun, like F1... HAHA... Afterwhich, we went to have our lunch and then we watched the traditional show. After the show, we went for a massage and then we went to our hotel. At 7.30pm(Singapore time), in Batam it was 6.30pm, we gathered and went for our dinner and then we went shopping and clubbing afterwards. On the 2nd day, we went to see the Guanying statue there and for lunch and then for a traditional massage. I went for the de-tox massage with my friends. It was 2 hours, quite good! Then we went back to hotel and rest and at night, we went to their Kbox for some singing session! Lol... Yesterday, which was the last day, we checked out of the hotel at 12pm and at 12.30pm, we make our way to the Mega Mall shopping centre there. And we shop til we drop!!! LOL... Overall, it was fun la... Will be looking forward to go next month again! Got to go. Bye!

Long Time

Hey, been quite some time since i've updated. Haha!!! Well, wad can i say??? Nothing much or should i say nothing big has happened!!! Except that i've been knidda busy recently due to the F1 race and some audits at work. LOL... But at least now is kindda better coz it's all over... Anyway, looking forward to the 7th of November coz i'll be going to Batam. You know, i haven been to overseas since a long long time... A few years liao bah... HAHA.... Oh... Sprained my leg for almost 2 months le... I can't say it's fully recovered. Though the pain has gone, the swelling has yet to go off... My OC and my colleague said it's a blood clot, have to go see sensei.... Well, hope i have the time... HAHA... Still waiting for her to tell me when she will meet me this week though.... I was so happy when she told me she might meet up with me this week. At last after a long long time.... Well, got to go to work liao la... See yer!

Whoo

Hey, back... Actually, i wanted to update my blog on Fri or Sat but too tired and drunk to get it done. SO i'm doing it now. Went to Zouk on Fri to celebrate my senior's ORD and Birthday. haha... It's the first time i drank so much and also my first time to get drunk. I duno wad i did but i can tell u i can still remember some parts of the details when i'm drunk... Haha... Look forward to going again next time!!! Hope can find somemore kakis... Then on sat went to East Coast Park to celebrate with my cousin's cg... But i left without taking dinner with them... Feeling tired and kindda bored after that... She asked me to go back to church but i bluntly rejected her later that nite... And she got angry, think i used the wrong words to tell her via msn... But seriously, i'm enjoying the life i had rite now and it seriously is fun and cool... Get to meet more new friends and get to go and hang out at much more new places... Unlike from last time when i'm only confine to a church and church alone... So hard to get the people to go out tgt... Everytime got a hunch to go out, most of them are busy or dun wan to go to that places i suggested like Kbox... Everytime say nxt time but in the end all bullshit sia... Say wad Kbox is not a good place to go to... Then if it's not a good place, where the heck should i go to then to sing? Church?? To hell with that idea, i'm done with it... I'm too tired to go back... I might not eeven want to go back, all i want to do now is to treasure wad i have now and appreciate it. And also, clubbing might not be an answer but i seriously like to go there. I like to go there to chill, drink and have fun and if u're against it, so be it!!! I dun give a hoot one way or the other... I'm me and no one can tell me how i live my own life... I decide things on my own like who i want to hang out with and where i want to hang out at. The friends i have rite now are much more better than those in church but there are some exceptions like Ryan. To me, he's still a great friend and i love to keep in contact with him still!!! The friends i had now might not go to church but at least they know how to treat a friend rite and they wouldn't pressure me to give money to the church or to wadever thing. Giving money doesn't measure someone's faith, that is wad one of my friend's told me... But that's not the ase in my previous church... And i'm a little bewildered at their empahsis on money and the series of crazy building funds they held! Haix, dun wan to say too muc liao la... Going to sleep. Nitex!

:P

Heyz, back to update a bit of my weekends...HAHA... Well on Saturday, went to City Hall MRT to meet up with Melvin and Hanming then we went to Suntec for the IT fair... It was so crowded man... Have to squeeze here and there and push around to get through. Someone almost fell cause i push him.... WHAHAHAHA.... After the fair, we went to Beach Road to have our dinner, had Malay food sia.... And i tell u it was nice but wasn't able to finish the mee goreng due to the stupid drinks.... After which, we went to Bugis to shop somemore all the way to ten then we went home... Then yesterday, i went to watch a soccer match held at Pei Hwa Sec. It's my team vs Jinyong's team... The whole match was relatively ok with my teammate, Shawn, getting a yellow card and a goal near the end of the first half. As the second half starts, Jinyong's team bagged another goal and it was a nice goal. Then it started to pour... Whole body was wet man but it was fun... HAHA... Then as the match continues during the downpour, Jinyong's team bagged another goal!!! The game was ended abruptly due to an injury from my teammate... So the game ended in a "sour" note with a 3-0 scoreline to Jinyong's team. Haha... Kinda expected the scoreline even b4 the match started. Even though we had a good start but then we weren't able to take the chances that came it's way. The goalscorer for the games were: Chiko(assitst from Jinyong), Jinwei(assist from Chiko) and Lee SHeng(assist from Jinwei). Well, not gonna write the full details of the goals here if not it will be a summarised match report... HAHA... Ok la, got to go... Til next time!

:P

It's been a long time since i've written a blog... HAHA.... Everything is well just that it's been busy at times and kindda slack at times in office... Have my ups and downs... But everything jus seems fine for me... Today is kindda ok for me... Rested the whole day yesterday so i dun find it very tiring... Haha... Still kinddamissed my training days with my squadmates... HAHA... Took the whole time yesterday to think back bout the things and some memories... Good and bad... Some hurt my heart deeply while others lifted me up wif joy... Then in the end, i felt confused and blurred... This sunday my team, Midland Wolves FC will play against my friend's team... Haha... Looking forward to that even though i'm not playing... :P Want to go get my liscence... So can drive a car ard Singapore... Wahaha... Well, got to go now la.. Nitex!!!

Another Day in Paradise by Phil Collins

Bu Rang Ni Zuo

Whoo

Hey, back after so long man... Actually is i lazy to update onli...HAHA... Well, wad can i say sia, my com crashed last Wed then sent it for repairs again. But this time, all my stuffs were gone sia... But at least they did backed up some files for me la... If not i will cry sia... Well, i had my off last Friday and i had ample rest too... Went out with Melvin, Jiniyong and co. to Zouk that night. And mind u, it's my virgin entrance there... HAHA... Kind of fun la... Will be hoping to go again soon!!! Went home around 3plus am and reached home at 4am... Power rite...HAHA... Seriously, i tink i'm getting more and more lazy to blog le... HAHA... Well, until next time la...

Happy National Day!!!

Haha, yo!!! Today is National Day!!! So firstly, I would wan to wish Singapore a Happy Happy Birthday!!! Lol... Well, i'm happy because today at least i do not need to go for operations!!! Lol... But then i have to go tomorrow la to Istana! Well, yesterday was quite a busy day for me. After our breakfast, we went to load the van with the items we need to bring for set up and then we rest for a while at our office. We left the division at 11.30am hoping to get back in time for us to go home early. Cause as u know, every friday we will knock off at 5.30pm!!! So we went to Ritz Carlton first to set the place up. It's the same as the NDP Preview that we had so it took us quite fast to get all the things in place. Then we went to Istana at around 3.10pm. After setting up all the wires, we left the place at 4.30pm and manged to reach division HQ at 5pm. Lol... Goal Achieved!!! After that, i joined Melvin, Hanming they all in a Bball game for half-an-hour then i went to office to change and left home. Fast rite... Well, all i can hope now is that tmr the operation in Istana dun give me any problems la.... Gtg... Chao

Heh

Hey, back again!!! Well, these past few days didn't do anything big or much... Was released early from work today though, at 5pm sia!!! So shiok but for this to happen again, i have to wait til the first Tuesday of the next month... Haha!!! Went for a jog jus now then did some hand excerise by lifting some weight!!!
I was also damn tired sia.... Slept at 3am yesterday then woke up at 6am today.... Can die sia... Want to know why i slept so late? Coz i have to fix my stupid Sony Ericsson PC Suit la... Cannot connect my phone to the phone mode to transfer files... Then no choice, have to use File Transfer mode... sian... Man, feel like sleeping sia....
Anyway, who want to go out together this coming weekend???? Must tell me ah!!! HAHA... If not i will be bored at home for the whole of Saturday liao.... But won't be free on Sunday la cause kenna operations at Istana for the whole day though!!!!

Tired

Man, so tired sia... Yesterday had operation for the NDP Preview. So we went to set up the items on Friday at Ritz Carlton Hotel at 27 storey. The view was damn nice sia.... Haha... Was supposed to meet my OC at 6:15am at Hougang MRT station but i overslept. So my dad sent me straight down to Ritz Carlton. Of course, my OC wasn't too happy with me and i kenna fucked upside down for the whole half of the morning. Well, didn't do much yesterday except to slack in the hotel and go to our Logs Space to rest. All of us were so tired man. Then came the exciting part: the starting of the NDP Preview. We managed to catch the freworks and i can tell u it's very nice!!! It all happen just right in front of me man!!! I took some pics and oso a video of it!! WAHAHAH~~~~ Well, got to go la... See ya!!!

AT LAST

Hey yo, at last i managed to blog after such a LONG LONG time!!! Wanna know why??? Cause my com's mother bot spoiled and then sent for repairs and i onli got it back today!!! WHAHAHA!!! Anyway, During this past few weeks, i've POP-ed and it was a great day... Tears were shed and memories were being kept deep in our hearts... Will upload my POP pics later if i have the time.
I was posted to Foxtrot Division HQ where i am attatched to S&T Department in the Communications Unit... My OC there and colleagues are quite good to me so everything is ok... I'm actually gonna take over Jinyong who is gonna ORD in a few more weeks time... So kind of expect to look forward to it la... This coming 2 weeks will be very very busy for me.... Cause kenna involved in OPS... This Fri gonna go down to set up command post for the NDP Preview then Sat might go down again... Then on National Day itself, i will be on duty and then on the 10th of Aug, i also kenna duty at Istana.... Sian right... Haix... Wanna die liao... HAHAHA
Well, i got lots of things to say but no time la... I will update more when there's time... Chao~~~

Long last

Yo, back today again!!! But this time will be the last time i will stay in camp for the whole week. Cause i will be POP-ing this coming Wednesday!!! Yahoo!!!! Well, didn't do much in camp this week only for my POP drills... Damn tiring man... Got back in touch with her again after so long... Heard from her that she's quitting college by the end of this month due to health problems... Really hope she will take care of herself and not tired out herself due to work... She went to hospital for checkup yesterday and she told me she's fine... Hope she's not lying la... Really really hope she's alright and also hope she will really stay happy all times instead of thinking those bad thoughts la... So worried about her sia... Tomorrow is another big day also, cause tomorrow is Stella's birthday!!! Well, wad can i say but only this: "HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!!!!" Well, may all your wishes come true this year and all the best in your future endeavours!!! All the best in your studies and may u prosper in every ways and in whatever you do la!! :) Again, jus wanna tell you to stay happy always la... :)

Patiently waiting

Just a few more hours and i will be heading back to camp for my last week(technically speaking la). Cause after today's booking in, next sun i will book in one more time and then i will pass out on the wed, 23rd of July!!! So looking forward to it!!! This week will also be our last week of our POP rehearsal!!! ARGH~~~ Just the thought of it makes me so damn excited!!! Can't wait to get back to sleeping at home EVERYDAY!!!!
Well, today isn't much of a "hectic" day for me!!! Was at home the whole time. Actually wanted to go to my grandparents' house but my parents were too tired to go... So no choice, stay at home for the whole day lor... Well, at least i still managed to do 160 crunches... So kind of satisfied with it... :) Think i'm gonna take my com for repairs once i POP... Stupid com sia... Like gonna be spoil soon!!! I just hope not la... Anyway, it's been a hot day too... Have to on my air-con to cool myself down!!!
ARGH~~~ Just can't wait to shout "POP OH!!" in front of the 132 intake.... Haha... Make them damn fed-up with us... WAHAHAHA!!!! POPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! Let them get fed-up bah... I dun give a damn... HAHA...
Let me see, next week i'll be free also, so if anyone wants to ask me out jus tell me or sms me la... HAHA... Will be open til Friday night... Bookings/Reservations for Saturday!!! Haha... Ok la, got to go bath first le... Chao!!!

Crazy

Today is kind of a crazy day for me... In the morning, i went out coz meeting my God-sis, Stella, in doby ghaut but then she remembered the wrong date. Then nevermind, i started getting crazy by scolding and saying some of my friends including my God-sis herself... Feel kindda guilty afterwards and i apologised to them one by one... Really made a fool out of myself then...
Went to AMK Hub in the afternoon to catch this movie "Chi Bi"... It's about a battle in the Three Kingdoms period...Exactly my type of show... I still can't believe the director actually got Takeshi Kaneshiro to act as Zhuge Liang... Haha... But the overall show was nice.... Still waiting for the 2nd part to be unveiled in the movies....
Got to know my uncle was warded into hospital today due to a suspected Dengue Fever... Hope he will feel better by tomorrow... Went down to visit him just now at Communicable Disease Centre(CDC)... He's still having fever... Hmm... Wish him a speedy recovery!!! After that my uncles and aunties including my grandparents and my parents, we went to Upper Thompson for our dinner and got home around 10plus pm...Lol... Long right...
And also, i went for my routine jog before i went to visit my uncle... Duno why today wasn't in a good condition to run.... Keep going breathless... Must train harder...
To Stella and all my other friends who i vent my stupid attitude on, I'm very very sorry for what happen today and i promise it will never happen again!!! Very sorry!!!

Cai Hong

Cai Hong Lyrics

哪里有彩虹告诉
我能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
(rap)
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡的着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

this song is kind of nice. Lyrics very meaningful... Jus like wad i'm feeling and wad i'm in now...

At last

Whoo hoo!!! Booked out from camp again!!! Isn't it fast??? After next week and i will be POP-ing from HTA already!!! So damn excited!!! This whole week ain't that good week for me though and i dun want to state it all out here. But this whole week, we have been practicing on our POP rehearsal. For example our turning, marked time and so on and so forth!!! Actually, it's just a fine tuning of our drills only. Next week will start the real thing.
Had my law retest today on the 10 Immediate Failure Questons and guessed wad?? I've passed at last and now i can put my heart at ease that I will be POP-ing soon man!!! Wahahaha!!!! Also, today we took our squad picture and i'm so damn happy. Took it with our OC, FI Shahid, Commander of Tracom, SI Hassan, SI Redwan and so on and so forth!!! Kind of happy with it though!!! So damn excited, wonder who will be coming for my POP man!!!! Lol.
Just now went to Pasir Ris for a walk but it seems that nothing much has changed since the very last time i went!!! Still find it quite boring over there... Haha... Then went home straight la... Hmm... Then since nothing to do so i've decided to blog la....
People say i'm a very stupid guy. I do agree at times but i also do not agree at times!!! There are my points of disagreeing and agreeing but i'm just lazy to state it all out la... Well, wad can i say?? This is wad i am and how i am! Nothing much can change me also!!! Lol...
Oh and also, about the book i bought last Sat, i managed to complete it in camp 3 times!!! Can you believe it??? haha!!! I can't though but the truth is yes, i did complete it 3 times!!! So proud of myself. Gonna buy a new book tomorrow and i'm so looking forward to it!!!! Chao!!!

Hurt

Now i begin to know and i begin to see what true human colours are!!! I didn't know that i'm a trouble to you man!!! If i'm a trouble, just tell me straight in my face and i know what to do!!!! I understand that you're busy with your stuffs and many other things, you think i do not know??? You think i feel good to keep bothering you??? Is just that i really duno who i can turn to!!! You can list out the people that i can turn to but in my heart, i dun think they can help me out or will they listen carefully to me!!! TROUBLE!!!! God was i pissed and hurt by that!!! You dun no how to reply me??? Then just tell me straight!!!! I don't want to help myself?!?!?! I can't believe this sentence is coming out from your mouth!!!! Of all those who knows me and it has to come out from you!!! You think i dun wan to help myself??? I've tried helping but lots and lots of shit just come and heap onto my shoulders!!! What do you expect me to do?!?!?! Yes, i'm damn angry and YES, i'm damn hurt by it!!!! You've changed alot and very different from the person i know!!! You said i treated you too good that you duno how to reject me rite? Now you've done that rejection on me, dun nid to say you duno how!!! I know that you're a busy woman with lots of great stuffs that is worth your time than me and my small problems!!! So therefore, i've decided not to disturb you. If you're reading this, i'm very sorry if it hurts you or makes you angry but i'm just stating the way i felt when i get to know all this from my friend!!! As for your birthday, i've already told you wad i've plan but it seems like you can't make it on the week of your birthday... If you still want, just tell me the time and place but if u decided nnot to then also nevermind... I know i'm very insignificant in your sight so i leave it all up to you. To tell you the truth, i prefer you for who you are before rather than now!!!

Wad can i do??

Ah~~~ Tired~~~ I duno wad to say also... Let me phrase it this way bah... Hmm... Not a great day for me today but at least my aim is for my POP now la... Couldn't get a wink of sleep yet... Not feeling too well either...Let me think... Duno wad to type also... Blurred... Mind is in a blank!!! Bought one book today by the title of "My Best Friend's Girl". Haven start reading yet... Will start when i go back camp... Vow to read that book every night... Wouldn't want to think back on all the things that happen today... And also wouldn't want to say much bout it... ARGH~~~ Fainting again... Tired la i mean... Think i go catch some sleep!

T.T

Hey, back from camp once again... Haven been feeling very well since last week and it's still the same this week... Feeling very breathless recently... Well, had my law test last Wed, and you wan to know wad the F*** happened??? As you know, my law exam, i have 10 Immediate Failure questions and 140 normal MCQ. As for the 140 questions, i managed to passed but then it's the 10 I.F. questions that killed me. I can passed my whole exam but then my freaking OC taught us the wrong thing and the whole squad got one of the question wrong!!! And in the end, as you know, our whole squad FAILS!!!! But at least, we need not take the 140 MCQ questions again!!! Just the 10 I.F. questins will do... ARGH~~~~ Our squad is so gonna f*** our OC upside down when his back from his urgent leave next week(if he's back la...). So pissed!!!

Booked out at 6plus today then reached home around 7plus. On the way home, had a quarrel with my parents... Argh~~~ So went out to have a breather... Went to AMK Hub but that doesn't work at all cause that place did bring back some memories to me... And i dun kindda like that... Then went to Compass Point and that bored me out... Haiz... Sian sia... All i can think of now is the 132 intake Fit squad that's coming in next Tues and 23rd of July when i POP!!! But at the meantime, i gonna set a lot of things straight as in some friends of mine... Still wondering should i still see them and continue our friendship or just break it... It's a hard decision for me and so whatever i choose, i hope they understand... Cause this might be the best for everyone... Argh~~~ Saying this makes me think of bad stuffs... ARGHHHH~~~~ Sob...Sob... T.T

Pain~~~

Argh~~~ My stomach is killing me again man!!! So pain~~~ T.T Today gonna book into camp le, fast right? Friday night book out then today book in... But at least better than army la... Army book out Saturday and book in the next day... Well, today is the same, woke up at 5plus am going to 6am... Then haven had a wink til now...
Damn boring sia, revised my test for this wednesday one liao then duno wad to do... Later will go to compasspoint to buy batteries back to camp...Hehe... Use it to charge my handphone when low batt!!! Wahahaha...
Not going up to my grandparents' place today cause my grandma is not at home... She went out to attend her friend's birthday!!! Haha... So gonna go up straight to camp from my home... Once in a duno how many months sia....Haha...
Oh shit... Argh~~~ Stomach...Pain...*OUCH*.... T.T

Sian man

Oh my GOD~~~ so freaking tired man... Haven't had a wink of sleep since i woke up at 3plus in the morning today... I went for a routine jog(was i crazy or wad?!?!) at 9 plus going to 10am, i guess... And i'm surprised that i can still managed to complete it without stopping for a walk... So kind of happy i guess... Then in the afternoon, went to Compasspoint for a while and then came home again... In fact the whole of today is a BORING day for me man... Actually wanted to go down to Tampines to find my friends Wanling, who's working in Best, and Sebastian, who's working in Addidas, but then it's too late... No appetite to eat also... Duno why....
Whole body is feverish.... Hope i dun get sick at this point of time... My law test is this coming Wed... Please dun let me get sick now... I have to pass the test by hook or by crook... Argh~~~ My hair is getting whiter... Shit... I'm gonna become an ah gong le... Help me!!!! Still wondering whether to go down to my bunkmate's bdae party at one of the pub... But then it will be damn late la... And tomorrow, i got soccer training in the morning somemore...
Well, looking forward to next week la.... May it come as fast as possible... And to those people who i know and are having their test or exams in the upcoming week like me, I wish all of you all the best and dun worry, you will be able to overcome and get good results in ur papers!!! Cheerios!!!

Peace!!!

Haix

Back from camp at last. Didn't had a great week in camp this week either... Getting tekan by everyone inside for the whole damn week... It's kindda been a very down-sided week for me... Been emo-ing all the way and worst still, i injured myself during the training on Thursday... Well, for the whole damn week, i can't sleep well and i can't do things well... Been very paranoid in eveything... But at least out of all this shit, there's one good news for me... Want to know wad?? I'm one of the person who scored the highest in our Senario Base Test for the whole of our intake...Haha.... 90%, can you believe it?!?!?! Apart frpm 2 of my friends who had 95% la.... And also my POP date had been confirmed and it will be on 23rd JULY 2008!!! So happy but then i duno if she can make it or not la... Yesterday was so scary for us... We thought we were going to get confined for some stupid reason but thank goodness the OC squad from squad 9 only reprimand us for half an hour and then he allowed us to walk out... So damn lucky la... Well, will be alone for the whole of today...

So damn sian sia... Duno what to do also... Anyway, next week will be my law exam and it will be on Wed afternoon!!! Hope i can pass it with good results like my SBT la... Praying hard... Do wish me luck la...

Yawn

Yawn~~~ Oh man, was at my cousin's house. Managed to have a short nap just now and feel quite energised now... But once the thoughts of stepping back into camp struck my mind, all my energy just saps away by itself... When will my POP arrive??? Please be fast rather than slow!!!! Both my cousins are playing Dragon Fable on Net while i jus sit and blog... BORING~~~ T.T Have to go back to my grandparents' place b4 heading back to camp!!! She's very busy today coz she's rushing her projects... Still didn't quite have a chance to tok to her yet... Hope that i don annoy or irritate her la... Actually wad i wan to do is just to support and cheer her on by her side...HAHA... Mustn't make her feel sad again by toking bout those things... Have to control and think wad i have to speak.... Just don wan the same things to happen twice... Her school term is starting tmr and i wished she will have the best start to it esp when her exams are around the corner, I hope and pray that she will be able to overcome and pass all her exams with flying colours!!!
Stepping into camp today means that i will only get to book out on Friday again... This week will be my study week... Which means we will have laights off at a LATER timing!!! Whoo Hoo~~~ That's what our OC told us la... Haha... We just hope it's true la... Hope that i will manage to get to tok to her in camp this week la... Praying hard!!! Hoping and crossing my fingers along the way...

Wishing!!!! :)~~~ T.T~~~

Phew...

Phew, at last, feeling much more better than this freaking morning...HAHA... Today is my youngest cousin's 1st month birthday, what we called MAN YUE in chinese, and will be going up to celebrate later before i report back to camp. My parents and sis have all went up except me... Left without telling me oso... They power sia... Haha... Wonder what we're gonna do later when i went up...
Actual fact, i'm feeling damn tired and bored coz got nothing to do and then have to go back camp later... Oh how i wish that my POP is tomorrow but no. My POP seems so near but yet so far!!! News came to my ears that it might be postponed to 1st August.... Damn long sia...
One of my friend whom i never contacted for a long time called me just now! Haha, so happy to have "found" a friend back after so long... Tok lots and lots of cock!!!! :P Seriously, at least it raised my "morale" to a certain level but there's still something that i'm waiting...
There's like a hole/emptiness in my heart and i'm searching for it... Wish me luck in finding it soon, ya!!!! Hope this coming week will be a good week also! Kampatei!!!
GO!GO!GO!

Argh

Heck... Dirreahoe.... Why is this shit happening to me again!!!! Arghh~~~~ Hate myself for it.....

Sick...

Hey, couldn't manage to sleep well and also woke up this early and nothing to do. Don tink i'm feeling too well... Well, at least i know that she's ok... That's all i can ask for, for now... Sometimes i wonder if i'm just too good like my cousin said bout me or i'm jus putting up a front of being happy and strong... There are times when i really needed someone to be near me and encourage me especially for the whole of last week in camp when my squad IC and his friends "declared war" on our bunk... Ivan, jus wanna thank you for talking to me and hearing out my problems and toking cock with me to cheer me up... Really appreciate it... Fuck... Why am i crying for what shit.... Arghhh~~~~ Stop it Terence.... You're a man... Man dun cry that easily....

To be true, normally i use to act up a front in front of people so they won't get worried for me but in me, the hurt, the sadness jus filled up in me when i'm alone whereever i am.... And i just keep thinking things that i shouldn't to make myself sad and getting emo... Wasn't that good for the last whole week of training for me... Felt like it was a shitty week.... As u can see that my first problem(on top)... And adding to that, i fainted during training (please keep it silent for those who are reading this and are my family members!!!) All i can do is to hope the coming week can be better.... My law test is coming soon and i can feel the pressure heaping on me and i for now, really dun wan to feel pressured at all sides, just for now....

Sometimes, i'm wondering what i can do to improve myself to be a better person and so to all who knows me and are reading my blog, please do not spare your criticism on me, will change for the better BUT after my test then do that.... I also know it's not good for others to worry about me that's why i usually don tell my problems to people... I just dun feel good letting them worried for me like Ivan, my family members, Stella. My mind is feeled with so much things right now that i dun no what to type oso... I think my weakness is so much more then my strengths!!! I can list my weaknesses out man:

1) Selfish at times

2) Self-centred at times

3) Naggy

4) Short tempered at times

5) Gets emo and it usually comes quite badly!

6) Thinks too much

7) Untidy

8) Lazy at times

9) Judgmental to those i dun like

These are some of them and there are more that i can't think of.... My strengths are for all you out there to list out and find out... Really feel very tired but really can't do anything about it... ARGHHH~~~~~ Just feel like killing myself and end all the things and troubles... Relationships with people can really be complicated, doesn't it... It's so fucking sticky that u can't get yourself out..... The words "Hate you forever"/"go and die, i never want to tok to you" can really knock sense into people.... As in make a person wonder if he's really doing the right thing.... But there's nothing one can do... Jus to swallow it down and be sad bout it...
Haix.... There's really too much in my mind for me to write... My head is spinning again... Duno why feeling giddy for the past few days.... And the problem is i can't sleep at all... All i wanted is to have a good normal life, with someone there for me, that everyone will be happy when they're with me and not feel sad or emo and many more for me to list out... But i dun think any of this have come true yet for me...
Heaven, are you playing a joke on me or you just simply want me to die?!?!?! If it's the second choice, jus do it, stop playing jokes on me!!! I had enough of it!!! This might make some of you angry with me but please dun be angry, coz that is what i'm feeling rite now... Jus treat it as i'm typing shit.... Haix....
:'(

My Stupidity does it...

Hey, actually, today not in a mood to blog but nevermind la... Went out this morning to the MAC near Stella's house as we planned to study there in the morning before we go watch movie. So we studied til around 11 plus going 12pm. Then we went to Doby Ghaut to watch "You don't mss with the Zohan" at The Cathay. After which, we walked to Bugis to shop. The show that we watched was funny but wasn't what we have expected. LOL...

We rested at Bugis Yakun before we went home. And jus the slipped of my tongue, i said something wrong to remind her of some sad things of the past. Really feel very bad about it. Stella, if you're reading this, jus wanna say really very very paiseh... It slipped my mind, please dun get mad at me la... kk??? Really very paiseh about it. Feeling very bad now, that's why didn't have much to blog about either... No mood to eat also (Duno why)....
Jus now after i reached home, jus feel a little giddy and very emo for duno what shit.... Haix... Hate this emo feeling.... It's killing me..... Someone help me.... :'(

蒲公英的約定 lyrics

小學籬芭旁的蒲公英　是記憶裏有味道的風景
午睡操場傳來蟬的聲音　多少年後也還是很好聽
將願望折紙飛機寄成信　因為我們等不到那流星
認真投決定命運的硬幣　卻不知道到底能去哪里
◆一起長大的約定　那樣清晰　
打過勾的我相信 　說好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一堅持的任性
在走廊上罰站打手心　我們卻注意窗邊的蜻蜓
我去到哪裏你都跟很緊　很多的夢在等待著進行
REPEAT
◆ 一起長大的約定　那樣真心　
與你聊不完的曾經 而我已經分不清　
你是友情　還是錯過的愛情

Secret 蒲公英的約定

Woot~~~

Went out with Stella today. Went to AMK Hub and i bought myself a new handphone!!! So happy!!! It's Sony Ericsson W850I. Black colour one. Haha... Damn nice sia, the pink one is nicer i tink!!! Lol... Anyway, we went to shop for a while then we went straight for our Kbox session! From 12pm to 6pm, LONG rite? But i managed to sing until i shiok. Duno bout her though... Haha... Didn't sing quite well today so will be looking to improve next time. Well, what can i say? Stella can really sing sia!! She can hit quite high(pitch la)...Haha... After our Kbox session, we went to Mac for our dinner and then sent her home. Manage to reach home around 8pm(I think)... So quite ok. Still transferring files to my new H/P, duno what time will finish... Haha...

Well, got to go liao la... Peace Out!!!

Whoo Hoo...

Hey, back from camp at last sia. This whole week ah, been quite boring in camp la... Injured my back once again on Wednesday(I think)... Sian rite. But for most of this week, instead of training, our whole squad played soccer and i simply relish it man!!!! WAHAHA.... The starting of this week wasn't at all good la... Dun feel like myself at all man. On Wed then my feelings and sense came back to me. If not, i'm actually jus like a walking dead. On appearance, i looked happy and sounded happy but in me, it's like shit man.

Well, as for today, i booked out early coz me and 2 other friends went to Changi Point to participate in the SEA Course SBT(Senario Base Test). All 3 of us were to pretend as Chinamen. But in actual fact, i was to be an agent who buy illegal immigrants while m other friends are those who sell the illegal immigrants to me. And in short we are to be arrested by the officers. Left HTA at 12 plus and reached there at 1plus going 2. The waiting is the most boring part, from 2pm to 4.30pm sia. And somemore, i forgot to bring my h/p with me as i kept it in my walk-out bag which was left in the Police van. So it was damn sian la. Then in the end, the SEA Course officers almost failed this test as they weren't able to arrest us when we were together. Anyway, made a new friend and his a GURKHA!!!! Funny guy, his name is Amrit if i'm not wrong. He's damn fit la... Power sia. So happy top make a new friend like him.

Ah, managed to reach home ard 5plus 6pm. Going out for dinner soon la... Then as for tmr, will be gg Kbox after a LONG LONG time....HAHA.... We'll see how first la... Peace out...

Sian

Hiya, well, a few more minutes and i'm gonna head back to camp le. The feeling is damn sucky and sian sia. Today also marks the end of my Light Duty period and back to normal duties le. Haha, duno shld be happy or sian about it also. Will be booking on Friday again this week coz my last IPPT is last week!!! So glad that it has ended. Been a great torture for me also.
Well, been missing .......(for u to fill up) and i jus duno why. There's this feeling in my heart that has been making me very tired and sometimes, it really make me tink lots of stupid stuff. Well, i'm not gonna list it out here coz i guess no one will be interested oso, am i right?!?! Haha... All i can do now is to look forward to next Saturday when i can go out again(I hope la). Hoping so hard but there's a feeling that's telling me that most prob i will be alone next week. Haha... Well, this is jus wad i feel. Hmm... Mabe it's a "training" for me to master. Haha...
Most prob getting a new h/p next week when my pay is being cashed into my account. Gonna get a Sony Ericsson phone. But have to see hw first la. What can i say? This afternoon was kind of feverish again after my jogging session. Can u believe it? I jog from my house to Serangoon Ave 3. A longer distance than my usual routine jog. And i'm so proud to announce that i've managed to complete it without walking along the way. WAHAHAHA.... As for the rest of the day, i went to compasspoint to jalan myself and then stay home all the way. There are some things i wanted to type in here but i think it's to my own discretion bah...
Oh, here's one thought that struck my mind: What does people think about me? How do they feel when they are around me?
And many more. Haix... Haha... At least i'm not thinking too much like i was before. So that's good news. Well, got to go back camp le, my uncle is waiting for me. Will update again when i'm back.

Chao~~~

Hey

Hey hi, back again. Well, short to say, this week in camp is like hell. I wasn't in training for the whole of last week due to my Light Duty(sprained my back). Then on Tues, our squad have to attend some ceremony but there was no space and we were told to go back to rest in barrack. On our way back, we were caught by 2 FIs due to our improper marching and coz i was in full uniform(orders from our OC), i was punished together oso. And at that time, i forgot that i was on light duty oso... How silly and idiot can i be?!?!?!?! Nevermind that now, anyway, i'm gonna POP soon(hope so). So happy bout it.
Went out with Stella yesterday to AMK Hub. Went to had our lunch at Sumo House and then we went to shop. We went to look for h/p and i managed to find one h/p tat i kindda like. It is Sony Ericsson W810I(if i'm not wrong). Quite gd i tink but the camera is not as good as my Samsung phone. 2 MEGAPIXEL ONLY!!!!!!! So little sia... Sad case. Then afterwhich we went to catch a movie: Narnia. I thought she got watch the 1st part until she told me after the movie that she nv watch it. Haha, so stupid sia me... Sent her home after the movie cause her parents got cook.
Afterwhich, I went home and started to have a stomach-upset and feel feverish. The feeling is terrible sia. Even though i kenna these 2 shit, i continue on to train myself. Managed to complete my personal training la. So kind of satisfied. Sometimes in life, i tink i'm jus kindda unlucky don't yer tink?? HAHA... Jinx man!!! Duno to laugh bout it or cry bout it also. Haix, wad to do?!?!?! The answer is short and simple: NOTHING!!!!!! Got to go liao la.

Peace Out!!!!!

Hehe

Hey yo, back to update again! Managed to book out on Fri due to me having light duty coz of my backache after IPPT. So kind of lucky cuz most of my squad members took MC on Thurs which angered my OC alot that we almost get confined. Those bastards!!! Anyway, went out with Stella today to Vivo to watch Speed Racer. It was damn nice. The graphics were GOOD ( and i meant it!!!) and the racing was superb!!! Well, after which, we went to Bugis to shop. Managed to see Aunty Iris, Aunty Jaslyn and Aunty Janet for a LONG LONG time!!! SO lucky sia. Bought myself a Billabong cap, brown colour one. It was very nice, Stella chose for me one. Really like it a lot. Stella, if u're reading this, Jus wanna say that i like it a lot. Thanks!!! Haha... Tmr might go and buy an external harddisk la. At last sia, if not my com no space le. Well, got to go. Watch DVD le... Lol... Peace Out!!!

^.^

This is the cap that i bought yesterday with Stella. Brown colour Billabong cap. Nice, isn't it??? Like it a lot!!! Haha. Thanks a lot ah!!! ^^ Gonna wear it everytime i go out with her. HAHA... Look kindda nice in it, that's wad she told me and wad i kindda feel it myself... XP

BACK!!!

Whoa, it's been a real LONG time since i'm back to update my blog. Well, was enlisted into NS on 11th March 2008 and so it's like 2 months plus going 3 mths into my Basic Police Training. Which also means that i have about 1 more mth to complete and POP!!! So excited man. Manage to meet lots of new friends and some of them became my good brothers!!! Haha... But i also met some bastards in there and i dun wanna name those bastards... Well, forget bout them and moving on ahead, a lot of people told me tat i've slim down, so tat's good news. Will continue in my pursue of my ideal weight!!! Haha... Anyway, my 2nd aunt(from my mum's side) just gave birth to a baby boy last Thursday! Today will be going up to visit before i book in to camp at Old Choa Chu Kang Road!!! There's a lot of things i wanna write and say but due to the constraint of time, I will decide to keep it this short first. Will update when i book out again either on Fri or Sat la... Got to go! Chao!!!! Peace out!!!!

Yue Ya Wan(like this song)

Out of job

Hey guys, back again since duno when.... It's been sometime and when i get back to update, i've already lost my job. Haix... Dun wan tok bout it actually but i jus can't swallow it down!!!! My freaking boss wanted me and force me to stay til end of Feb actually and she jus terminate my working period on 31st Jan!!! Excuse: Dun need part-timers anymore... I was like "WAD THE F**K!!!" But still have to keep quiet.... haix... Lock me up in SMU for freaking whole month of Jan and end of it when i want to go back NYP, I was released!!! So disappointed.... haix... Really duno what to do for the next one month also... Forget bout tat, I was quite happy with one thing. It's my very first time that i can run from my home to Serangoon!!! So proud of it... Been running from my house to serangoon for the past 2 days!!! Haha... Seriously, my stamina have improve over the months man!!!! Haha.... Anyway, got to go soon!!! Bye!! Oh!!! And wishing all a Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

A Reunion

After working in SMU for 2 long weeks without seeing her, today we met up at last. Went out together with our supervisor and another colleagur out for dinner. Had steamboat at Ang Mo Kio whereby we went over to some residential area to get some New Year's dried food. Damn cheap la... Power man. She bought lots of stuffs and i helped her carry her stuff til the bottom of her house. Hehe... So happy. Saw her eyeing on an england jersey just now while shopping in AMK Hub. Will be getting that for her... but then she tell me not to buy it for her... Hehe... Then i'm gonna give her a surprise.... :X Ok la, Got to go... Bye

My First Entry in the New Year

Hiyo, It's been a REALLY REALLY long time since i've updated my blog, ya?? HAHA... My cousins and friends have been braying for my blood to update it!!!! So i took out some of my free time to update la... Well, wad to say??? The old year has passed and the new year had arrived!!! Must live a new life... Haha... Been down and sian recently too coz i've been "out on loan" to SMU to help out in their school opening til the end of next week. So it's like the whole first 3 weeks of Jan tat i wouldn't be in NYP and it oso means tat i wouldn't get to see the one i like for the whole 3 weeks!!!! Sad sia.... Well, looking forward to that day to come... My stupid boss, SMU does not have so many customers already and she still want me to stay there for another week!!! ARGHH!!!! It's a living hell there man.... :( Also, i've bought my goalkeeper jersey last sat and had the number printed on... This sat will take photo le..Haha... So excited.... Had a friendly match last sat with an all-indian team and we lost 4-2. But we picked up valuable experiences..... Haha, so all was not lost!!!! To those who wants to know what happen btwn me and the girl i like, we r ok. Nothing bad happen between the both of us, so dun worry and dun keep asking the same questions... Sometimes can be very frustrating and irritating... Pardon me for my rudeness and straightforwardness!!!!! Seriously!!!! Anyway, my 21st bdae is coming right up and i've been planning to book a chalet asap.... To my friends, You're all invited with my invitation onli...MUAHAHAHA.... Who am i going to invite??? Here are some of them:
1) Whole of Midland Wolves FC
2) Some of my ex-colleagues
3) Some of my other friends
4) Some of my family members

and last but not least, the most important one: 5) The girl whom i like!!!!!!!!!!

Haha... Ok la... Got to go sleep le... Have to wake up early to face the freaking SMU supervisor tmr morning...

PEACE!!!!